One day when he was at home for a longer period of time we were hanging out. All three of us in the house were watching TV. The episode of Grey's Anatomy ended. My girl roommate ran into her room as her usual unknown reason of going in her room every ten minutes. I was just sitting on the couch with him. I decided to get dress and he was wondering around the house. I saw him going out the door as I was dressed and asked where he was going. He said he was heading to this chinese place we have eaten at a few times. I knew I shouldn't spend money, but I wanted to hang out and just talk, so I asked if I could join him. His reply was a sarcastic laugh with a mumble of words you couldn't understand. He shut the door and left. We planned on getting friendship tattoos together for a long time. I text him one night saying that I wanted to get one for him and I as a birthday present. His answer was neither yes or no, just we will see or something like that.
I barely make an effort anymore. It hurts to know that he makes no effort at all. The only thing he has wanted to talk to me about is my faith and how he wants to know about it. That talk I doubt will happen. I feel as if when he gets his answers he wants he will leave and really never talk to me again. I can't remember the last time he asked me to hang out.
