To Be

Alone.
Thats something I'm wanting right now.
Just fill a backpack and ride away on my bike.
I don't know where I'll sleep or what I'll eat.
I feel like this a lot.
Like I need to do this someday.
Maybe more than once.
I hate being tame.
Is this a coming of man instinct I have?
No freinds.
No phones.
No lovers.
No computers.
No parents.
No teachers.
No one, but me.
It would be nice to go somewhere where I can't name one person.
I'd leave a note, so they wont worry for my death so much.
I don't care where and I have no reason why.
I just want solitude for a minute.
A month.
A year.
Why?
Is it so I can know what its like to really be loved and known?
I doubt it.
Is it to cherish what I have and own?
Most likely not.
Sometimes I just want to be alone.
Not in my room.
Not in my town.
And maybe not this state.
Maybe I'm trying to find God or maybe just myself.
But this is what I want.
Just to leave.
Maybe for just and hour.
Or a year.
I don't care.
I just need it.