Such A Bother

I need a vacation. You know that point when you hear someones voice and become instantly annoyed? When you see someone or something and you are instantly in a bad mood? I've hit those walls. This even happens when the tone is inviting and there is something to benifit you in the sentence.

Many people don't know this, but I'm easily annoyed. I can count on one hand the amount of people that rarely annoy me. Almost everything loud puts me in a very upsetting mood. This includes motorcycles*, TVs, yelling, screaming, car horns* clapping, dumb sounding laughs*, banging, sexual banging, and just about anything you could think fall into or somehwhere around those catagories. I think the thing that pisses me off the most is when you ask someone, to help them if I might add, a question and you know they are listening to you, but they refuse to answer. I deal with this daily. I know I work at Winn Dixie and that is to be expected. I just assume that every customer is a mute until they answer me, that way I don't get so angry. I have to deal with this situation outside of work everyday and it makes me want to bang my head against a brick wall.

A headache is a way better than the silence I would hear. The creaking of my skull against brick would be a melody to my ears in comparision. The car that hit my on my bicycle a week or so ago, I'd rather have that kill me or put me in the hospital than have to face the answer of silence to my question.

I would love to go back to Guatemala and travel to Pana just to get that $5 hotel again. I would use that money very wisely, by laying down and just enjoying the silence and the rain fall and the forigen languages.